update

So, I don't have anything new to report really...I'm still tracking my food and still running and walking but I haven't lost any weight this week. but I didn't gain any either... I'm starting to feel discouraged...I think I should go to the gym and see about starting a weight workout....My friend said they have free personal trainers there...I feel like I still have so far to go...I wish it was easier....I really need to kick myself into gear...its hard with the holidays approaching... If only I was a person that was addicted to working out... this would probably go a lot faster..... I guess for now I just keep on chugging along... I should start eating salad for lunch and dinner... instead of what I cook for the fam.... its just so hard to cook food and not eat it.... :(

Still doing it

Just a quick update so that if I want I can come back and look at this and say... i did it!!!! So far I've managed to stay pretty good on my diet... and i keep track of my calories and such... I've decided I hate running..I can only run like a mile before I'm beat... so I tend to walk instead....I can walk for miles and miles and actually really enjoy it...I don't run well.... yesterday was my furthest day..I did one mile before dinner and 4 after... I also took the kids ice skating yesterday which was hell on my old self.... omg my legs hurt so bad.... it took me and madison about half an hour to get around the skating rink... she was literally inching along... so it wasn't very much fun... just painful.... i definitely feel the effects of getting older.... i am getting closer to 30 as each day goes on.... sigh..... if only there were a way to stop time...it would be great.... I have a long way to go still but I've lost 10 pounds since I started.... so that makes me feel pretty good.... Just wish it were easier.... I did all that yesterday and didn't really go over my calories and still didn't lose any weight... I also need to get a new scale... ours sucks...I think it lies to me.... 

that's enough for now.... hopefully when i update again there will be more good things to report!!