It's Been a While

I know its been a while... but my computer is being a big p.o.s. and i been pretty busy with xmas and all that jazz...kids had a good xmas... as did gary and i... had some mishaps during the day but we all survived! next up is new years then JUPY is coming!!! so freaking EXCITED!!!! IM READY READY READY! this is all for now... more later!

finally....

i finally got to talk to one of the docs yesterday and she agreed to fill out the paper i need to get madison soy milk without sending her to an allergist... so yay...i went and picked it up today and took it where it needed to go... then went and did a little xmas shopping...i found some cool stuff... most everyone on my lists are done...i just need to get one more thing for my mom and something for gary's brother.. and i'm thinking i'm done... maybe a couple more things for the kids... but we'll see.... i still gotta find something for gary that he doesn't know about... so good luck to me! i don't know why but i'm soooo tired...i just want to go to bed!!! it's not even 9.... but once i get in bed i bet i can't sleep.... sigh.... i need to get a paper written by saturday too... but it's pretty easy... just a matter of getting it done.... maybe i'll start on it now...

xmas party disasster

so today was the squadron xmas party... a huge disaster all around... first of all.. gary never got me a ticket... we never really confirmed we had a babysitter.. the neighbor said they would watch the kids... so i was like cool... well then friday or thursday the neighbor of course can't watch the kids... whatever... then friday amber said she would watch them if i wanted to go.. okay.. cool.. well turns out gary couldn't get me a ticket.. and his ticket that he bought probably wasn't any good anymore either... he bought it.. then they had to get a bigger room so more people could come so they told them they had to turn in their old tickets and buy new more expensive tickets... that's crap.... in my opinion... so gary said f that.. he wasn't paying more... so he never got a proper ticket... well he didn't think i was going so he set up for a ride to come and get him so he could drink... like we need that after last freaking week.. but whatever... so the guy calls at 230.. the party doesn't start until 6! they were going to hang out before the party...WTF??? so anyway...i had a sitter and was going to go so gary told them he didn't need them to come get him... cool... well turns out he planned on getting at least a hundred bucks to go to the party... well we don't have it! it's almost freaking xmas.. and we have 2 kids... who the hell has that kinda cash to waste at a casino right before xmas... not us... so he got all pissy and we got in a big fight and in the end i cancelled the babysitter and we didn't go...he's kinda been glumy and depressed since... but he never said he needed money for the party.... if he would have i would have waited until i got money on tuesday to pay one of the bills so we could have gone... so now i feel like the shitty bitchy wife... and i'm sure i'll get called a bunch of names behind my bank... but whatever.. i was looking forward to a night out too but  silly me thought the whole thing was a xmas party... at the casino.. i didn't think that meant you had to gamble...i'm sure i can make it up to him sometime.... feel bad but sometimes you just gotta say no :(

The Stress .....

So I had to take Madison to get her shots the other day... so while i was there i went in to ask if they could give me a letter to take to wic to get madison put on soy milkk... she doesn't do well on regular milk... not a big surprise... she had to be on special formula.. ben had to be on soy milk... whatever.. so they say to come back the next morning... yesterday to pick it up...i do that..i show up and they go oh... we tried to call...we left a message.. no they didn't... but whatever.. they can't just give me a letter..i have to make an appointment for madison to come in so they can give me a referral to an allergist...freaking ridiculous! she's not allergic.... she just pukes really bad!  the whole thing just seems really stupid... jut give me a freaking letter... they want me to have to go through like a month worth of shit just to get a letter... so dumb! i'm going to call the wic people now and ask them wtf else i can do!