Setting goals

So, to say I have been fat my whole life is a stretch...I look back to my youth and can see I wasn't always fat. I felt fat my whole life, but I can look back to high school even at a size 12 or so and say I really wasn't fat.

I've never been a size 0, and I don't want to be..I just want to get back to where I was before I had kids.... I was a size 16 or so ..... I would love really to get back down to a 12 ...I'm not sure if that's really possible... but I've decided it's time for action...I no longer want to be super fat...I want to be normal.... by the time I turn 30 next year...I've gained so much weight since I first got pregnant.... then I never really lost it... then got pregnant with Madison and again gained some weight and didn't lose it. I could really afford to lose a lot of weight... like a whole person I bet...I have started running... and tracking my diet...I hope to have some results....I have gotten into working out before but this time I really have a goal in mind...I just hope I can make it a reality..... Wish me luck.....