Maggots

After throwing away some chicken parts due to the stupid commissary not having boneless skinless chicken breasts... or any chicken breasts...we got a giant maggot issue in our trash can. It stunk and it was just so gross. Well the trash men did not dump out the trash can like usual so the trash can was left full of maggots. SO FREAKING GROSS. Gary wouldn't help me with cleaning them. It was awful. I had an idea that I would dump them out into the road and spray them down the storm drain. That was a great idea except they went everywhere! They were crawling all over and weren't that easy to spray down. Everytime I looked down I screamed because there would be one crawling on me!!! it was awful. I was so mad at Gary... he just said we shouldn't clean it out ... and just let them turn into flies and fly away. Typical men. He refused to help and just came in and was on the computer. Eff that....I was so mad. Talk about a shitty day! I wish I was still in Va...I miss having people....I have no fucking people here at all. There's a neighbor I talk to a little but I can tell she doens't really want to talk to me. And there's another neighbor but she's really busy with her kids... and she's a lot older than me, so I guess I won't be good friends with her. Plus a lot of people are only here temporarily. I'm so lonely. I actually kind of miss albuquerque. I mean I know it wouldn't have been the same because my favorite neighbor moved, but at least there was some one else to hang out with. I don't know how much of my husband and kids I can take! I wish it were easier to make friends. I wish Va was closer than  hours....it's too far to just jump in the car and go home.... with gas almost 4 bucks a gallon again its just not possible. I'm sad. Jessy and I are planning on going to Hilton Head in November. So that will be awesome. I've been looking into hotels and stuff but its hard because I don't know where to stay! I guess at least it gives me something to do and something to look forward to for sure. I'm ready!!!