Writing

I notice that when something is really bothering me it makes me feel better to write it all down... but I don't trust writing stuff down on paper.... I don't think that I like other people to be able to read what I write...I mean this is the internet and stuff... but the people I don't want to read my stuff probably couldn't figure out how to find it. I kind of miss my diary that I had online.... It was a place where I could go and post whatever I wanted but I kind of feel that I am too old for that now.... In a way I feel important if I think of myself as a blog writer... haha.... stupid I know... but it worked...I felt so much better last night after I wrote that blog... and I wasn't upset about it. I hope to write in this blog more often...Might be more healthy for me....Heh...We'll see...